Hi everybody. Not sure where this post is going, cause I got a lot on my mind.
I move to Michigan soon, kinda weird, but nothing too new it seems to me. Since I've been in high school it seems I've been bouncing from place to place. Having some adventure, then either coming back to Huntington and settling down for a bit or going right into another adventure. I have been to Mexico, Texas, Florida, California, Tennessee, Georgia, Michigan, and more, all over the place really. And each of those I mentioned has a great story behind it, and feel free to ask anytime, but I don't feel like getting into them now. But this trip to Michigan feels different, I'm not exactly sure why though. Maybe it is because I'm moving to plan B, well more like M or N, but I've never been this close to graduating before. So that might be it, but then there is all the stuff I went through last semester. Between my mom having brain surgery and having parkinsons, to me starting therapy for depression, then my grandma is in the hospital even right now for falling and hitting her head, my brother has 2 great kids, my sister just got engaged and looks like she is moving away, so I won't have the house I've used as a safety net for so many years. So maybe I'm just actually just worried about my family, and being away from them until the fall. It also could be because I find myself in a similar situation as last year about this time, having just started a relationship, but then going off for some job. But it could also be leaving my friends at HU. Some great friends graduated last year leaving me with tons of underclassmen that I grew to know and love and deepen some great friendships, but by the time I come back yet another group of friends will be gone, leaving me to yet more underclassmen.
But whatever it is, I'm not too worried about it. You want to know why? It is because I am The Bobby Schultz. I have a God that loves me, and has made me into this man that, although my many many faults, still is using me in a way that blows my mind when I think about it. Cause although He has made me The Bobby Schultz, He is this amazing God that I cannot seem to even fathom how much I don't know about Him.
...and you can be my wingman anytime-Dan.
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