So, I have been reading some of my friends blogs (sorry guys that I didn't read a ton of them while you were gone on prime, I did read a few from time to time though). But now that I am reading them, I am realizing that I haven't really talked about life. More of just a few theological things going on in my mind. Which it's my blog and I can do what I want, but those are kind of boring, not that this isn't, especially 3 nights in a row. So the big thing on my mind lately has been repetitiveness (and yes I spell checked that word). I just worry that this semester will be like the last one, and the one before that. I start off getting all my homework done, and those extra reading assignments done. I start relationships that I want to grow into more. But by the fourth week it always seems, that I already have my maximum absences for classes, I'm calculating what I need to turn in to at least pull off a C, and none of the relationships get past just casual friends that you can laugh with when they are around.
BUT, and I caps locked that for a reason...
But this semester could be different. I've already finished a book. A bunch of Prime friends are back on campus. And I have Black Eyed Peas stuck in my head almost every day. "Tonight's gonna be a good good night, I got a feeling".
So, this is the last time I want to think about semesters past, and oh there are a lot of past semesters... I'm gonna make my cookies, have my friends over, get my homework done, make it to class, maybe even get a youth ministry job. But Amanda you asked "what are you going to do about being 'that guy'". Well this is it. I'm gonna pray to God, look to Him to guide me, and give me the confidence to get up, do the things He has given me to love, and then go to bed.
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